twitchable

19 days left in the country.

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 22:10:19 -0400

”Stop looking for people who hurt you and start looking for people who love you.” sound advice, that.

Following me

Wed, 11 Jul 2012 07:54:34 -0400

is like trying to catch a butterfly and discovering it is a moth.

I still love my life sometimes.

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 20:30:24 -0400

I still love my life sometimes.

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 19:30:01 -0400

It feels a bit like bittersweet but far more intense and powerful, and lost but not quite so lonely.

Sometimes I go crazy inside my own special breed of madness, and sometimes I marinate in it.

Tue, 19 Jun 2012 23:25:55 -0400

I often wonder if I am going to drive myself to the brink of insanity and then just settle down and shut up.

Just before our love got lost, you said

Thu, 31 May 2012 01:56:00 -0400

“I am as constant as a northern star”

and I said, “Constantly in the darkness

Where’s that at?

If you want me I’ll be in the bar”

I drew a map of Canada

Oh, Canada

With your face sketched on it twice

Oh, you’re in my blood like holy wine

You taste so bitter and so sweet

Oh, I could drink a case of you, darling

and I would still be on my feet.

Such a perfect day

Thu, 24 May 2012 01:43:40 -0400

I’m glad I spent it with you.

Imagine if you could have anything for 24 hours.

Thu, 17 May 2012 21:59:17 -0400

I would let each of my nearest and dearest turn into duplicate polly pockets and take them away with me to Canada.

I would spend the morning with a basket of kittens, the afternoon with Grandma Beth, the evening at a dinner party with everyone I don’t get to see enough of and the early hours of the next morning sitting on a bean bag with my best friend, playing nintendo, drinking wine out of teacups, smoking inside and having a heart to heart.

I would surf, dance in a city centre, fly over a forest and tell everyone everything my somewhat limited self restraint stops me from saying.

I would let someone close to me read me a bedtime story at 7am, spoon them to sleep then never ask anyone for anything ever again.

What would you do?

I would give up everything

Wed, 09 May 2012 08:26:08 -0400

to spend one more afternoon with you.

Photo

Sun, 01 Apr 2012 22:00:07 -0400

When I feel useless

Sun, 01 Apr 2012 21:58:56 -0400

I become reckless.

I have decided

Sun, 01 Apr 2012 21:43:17 -0400

I don’t need a boyfriend or a one night stand, I just need a few cuddles… and probably some cats.

and no one one knows

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 01:36:59 -0400

if they’ve done more here than they ever would do in a jar.

She said

Thu, 29 Mar 2012 23:59:27 -0400

she was a psychiatrist’s wet dream

I loved her anyway

Even when she made me one too.

Yesterday, I saw you

Tue, 27 Mar 2012 19:02:51 -0400

but today makes my head feel like a glitter drop. :)

HIIIII CLAAAAAAAAIIIREEE

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 22:56:25 -0400

whoooooo this?

It makes me kind of sad reading this blog. You look great, and nobody isn't marriage material. Give yourself a break. :)

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 22:55:46 -0400

I found this just now amongst muchos spam! I wish I knew who you were so I could give you a little hug and maybe an even smaller marriage just for fun :)

Today, when I saw you

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 18:40:11 -0400

I opened my mouth and screamed “AT LEAST I AM THIN AND FUCKING PRETTY” and if this is so bad, why did it feel so right?

You destroyed me but it makes me proud of my appearance and I don’t understand why this is.

beneath sambuca and sweat

Fri, 16 Mar 2012 01:43:08 -0400

I just see you.

you didn’t know you were going to melt did you?

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 22:54:50 -0500

you didn’t know you were going to melt did you?